| ever feel like eveyone you talk to is RIGHT and you are WRONG!!!
ever feel like everyone KNOWS but you think they DON'T KNOW!!!
ever feel like you were LOST and no one could ever find you???
I know what has to be done... so why is it not DONE!
HELP ME... wait.... HELP ME TO HELP MYSLEF!!!
I love you all who have been there even though I am a bitch... THANK YOU so much!
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| i wish for alot... who doesn't... but i wish that i could be a better person... i hate the way that i am right now... i have no friends and i have no happy days were i can say that i was truly happy the whole day...
this may seem mean and fucked up to say and people may think i am a bitch now but i have to say how i feel... guys i think that i am a materialistic person now... being in a relationship where your bf gives you whatever you want and never stops can do that to you... i love him with all my heart... how is my heart though... it is in bits and pieces.... it is black, love-less, cold blood, mean, unhappy heart... so where is the love coming from? i can say that i love him and look at him and just stare at him for a while and just sit there and say to myself that i do love him and i want to be with him... but at the same time there is something in my head saying... do you love me? what is wrong with me... he gives me everything i want and i just take it like "okay, thank you" then we fight and then something else is given... and agian it is like "thank you" and then we fight again....
i was never like this... i didn't need this much from someone that i loved... so what is wrong with me now... i think that he deserves better and he should just leave me and let me live and learn...
always
dani |
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| I am going to start school pretty soon and guess what i am not ready! i seem so dumb compared to everyone! i hope i do good though! shit! my mom is paying a shit load of money for me to go to school! getting ready to go to school to me was so a waste of time... you need to talk to like 20 different people then turn in so much paper work it is so tiring! i seem so lost! well i hope everyone is doing well! talk to you all laters
dani |
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| Hey guys well senior prom is coming up!!! excited but not! too much to think about like UH and Graduating!!! shoooots... well nothing much has been going on, not going to school alot cause of lack of sleep and not feeling well but i maintained a 3.0 GPA not bad huh!! well i hope everyone is doing well and to all you senior out there remember to make all the memories you can cause HIGH SCHOOL will SOON be OVER! keep smiling and stay happy!
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